Wednesday, December 07, 2011

Marriage Package

You marry a man, you marry the whole family. Good thing he has nice family. Think of him as a WHOLE family. Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me his family as a remedy. -BlogPress-

Thursday, December 01, 2011

Backing off... from attacking

It is not too serious to warrant a separation. I reminded myself today, is a brand new day. My plan today, to put into consistent actions what he accused me of not. Whatever that means. Quite reluctant but winners do not quit, right? -BlogPress-

Vicious Argument via SMS

Had an ugly ugly quarrel via SMS. He will talk via Sms. Had we do this face to face, I cannot imagine. Im seeking help. Im open-minded. This is the right thing to do. Either some helpline or emotional counselling at IMH. Meanwhile, at 3:52am, i saw this in FB.

How apt. -BlogPress-

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Its a brand new day...

Was tuning in to IKIM FM. A great tazkirah on Maal Hijrah. "New year, new resolution". Another reason to eliminate the spouse grouse?? Perhaps. Why not? . Yet again. Today I left home very early to send #3. VERY early just so that I dont have to see his face. Thats how bad it has gotten. For now. Baiklah ustaz IKIM, saya cuba memperbaiki keadaan. Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim.

Breakfast in the car. -BlogPress-

Sunday, November 27, 2011

You got me begging you for Mercy. Why wont u release me...

I know. Its wrong. It is never a right thing to tell others about your marriage. We were told. The right thing is to have faith in God that everything will be alright. Well, patience has its limit. ........ ..... .... .. I feel like im done with this man. Im hanging on. For the sake of our children and parents. -BlogPress-